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I'm a Gryffindor! What the hell is wrong (and sometimes right)   4/04/2003   So the other day this friend of mine got into to my car and said "wow what a great peace sign you have". I have one on my mirror. He goes on to say "with the war and everything it's so cool that you support peace". So I say to him that I brought the peace sign for 69 cents at Target 3 years ago. He keeps going on "well you know peace is so important at these times". I look over at him and say "well I believed in peace long before the war" but he looked stunned. I guess I feel some what suprised that people don't believe in peace, all the time...... Maybe that is b/c I don't believe in the commen party line that goes along with that whole peace movement. See I do think the ruler of Iraq is evil, and killing him is not such a bad thing after all the killing he has done. It is killing all the innocent people and all of the other things that we do in the name of securtiy that turns my stomach. Who said we have a right to be safe Where is that in the consitution? I don't know .... Friday, April 04, 2003 4/02/2003   Last night I was watching Judging Amy and they start talking about Blog! At first I was like "wow cool" but then I started to "man everyone is going to come in and ruin it". I did think it was cool that they brought up that this is the first time a true *free* press has ever been avilable. Right on. Anyone else reading http://dear_raed.blogspot.com/ Does it turn your gut to see that no one has updated the sit for several days??? It does mine. I mean maybe they don't have access or electricty on the other hand he might just be dead, or worse. One of my friends as been talking about the sactinty of life. I guess tho' that it all matters from who's perpective you see that from. Most people I know only have it for human life. Some only for those people that are *family*. Few for just themselves. And a couple don't care at all. In our country we are taught to be so Xenophobic that we fear ever single person that doesn look like us, talk like us, and have the same values we do. This goes across all races, each one fearing the other, not wanting to understand one another. If we cannot respect what is in front of our face, how can we possible learn to understand and therefore respect what we never see and is several thousands of miles away?? Perhaps we need to think about this before we start migrating to new worlds. Maybe that is the Infinte Is's plan......... Wednesday, April 02, 2003 4/01/2003   Man, yesterday blogger was not working for me at all. So I had to post yesterday's stuff below today. And of course my whole outlook on everything has changed! Today, this morning to be excsatly 5:00am, my cat decided to pee on my bed. This is an on going problem that I thought we had finally solved. We had been doing so good!! No cat pee for months and months, and thought "good I can finally let the cats back into the bedroom". HA!! I was sooo wrong. What a mess. Now I'm truly upset. It wouldn't be so bad if he didn't stand at the door and yowl to be let into the bedroom. It is not a wining sitution. I just don't know what to do. I mean lots of people would have just killed him by now, but I can't. I kill things all day, and I just don't have the heart to do it at home, I mean once you make it to my house then it's suppose to be like your safe for awhile. I know that the world is in a lot of trouble but somehow I just want to focas on my problems. I love my cats. But I'm hating the nightmare that it is becoming. I'm starting to want a dog....... Tuesday, April 01, 2003   Blissful time off. Away from the computer and even a phone (sometimes). Hiding myself away. But I did have to visit a lot of doctors this week and one more next week. YUCK. Now I'm going to tell you all a secret (my fan base is soooo large)(sarcasm folks, learn to love it), so this is a secret don't no one tell JL that I'm publishing this on the web (he still doesn't know this address), he would just kill me, he has often accused me of being a blabber mouth (not his words for it) and I guess I'm about to prove him right. So what is this secret??? JL is getting a sperm test! This will tell us weather it is him or me that isn't giving us any little babies. No we aren't trying too, or well at least I haven't been trying to, (but the man refuses to wear a condom so??), but they want me to wait at least a year after the operation (for those of you who don't know I'm getting a gastric bypass) before getting preg. they also don't want you to be taking any hormones. Which means that if JL can get me preg. then I need to find some kind of BC. I'm not sure what I will do, I think I might try and talk JL into a vasectomy b/c he says he doesn't ever want kids and I don't want to force anyone to do anything, like have a kid, and I'm not getting another abortion. If he won't do that then I guess I'm going to have to look into a cervical cap or an IUD. I haven't had either and I'm not really looking forward to trying it out. I would try some of the other stuff but most of it uses pretty heavy doses of spermicidal, which my body just hates. So JL can ejaculate for 5 days, he swears he is going to die, which I think is pretty funny, I think in about 5 days I'm going to have lots of good sex, which I can't hardly wait for!!! Ok folk just remember not to tell JL I told you guys ok? Thanks Tuesday, April 01, 2003